Pwincesssss!!!!

You're A Princess Girl
You live for the four F's: fun, fashion, flirting and five-inch heels. A day without pink champagne is a day wasted to you. Your Girls' Night In should be a lavish affair: Ask your friends to come as their favourite Hollywood starlets and set up a little fountain of punch for them to drink from.

http://www.girlsnightin.com.au/promotions/flash.html

Heh I've recently picked up the "princess bug" I don't know why, maybe coz I watch Australian Princess lol or coz I get called a Princess and a 'girly-girl' lol but hey why not! We're all princesses and love to be showered with gifts and pretty things and dress up all nice :P loving the jewellery I made and also received from my friends! Addicted to it! They are like all sparkly jewels! :oP

Anyways, link above also got me on to Fundraising for Cancer Research. Most of you know that my Dad passed away and had pancreas cancer, and so I want to be able to do something in memory of him to help with cancer reasearch. So i've signed up for this Girls Night In thingy, and enlisted myself to sell a couple of boxes of merchandise for Daffodil Day 2006. Also thinking about doing Relay For Life next year as well. I did it when I was in year 10 and it was quite fun. We need a minimum of 10 people so if you're interested let me know! :) I hope you'll help me with this, it would be greatly appreciated :)

Anyways I don't know what else to write as I'm kinda tired. Big weekend coming up! Last 2 exams next week, shit that one of them is on Melbourne Cup, fucking Uni. Ta-Ta!

Love Princess Keeks

It's my 20th Birthday tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yay!!!!!

:o)

Same Same

Heh, here is a photo of me and my brother to show Ben that we had the same Santa at Wheeler's Hill. Hey Ben, Mum reckons it was done at Brandon Park shopping centre :) How cute is Cam haha :P Gotta love my outfit...gorgeous!!!

I've seen better days...

I close my eyes and soak the silence

I seal the shame I hold inside

I'm losing grip and I feel helpless

I need to let it slip away

I've made mistakes I know but I'm human just like you

If I could turn back time I'd rewrite every wrong

I'm hurting

I'm bleeding inside

I'm trying to leave it all behind but everythings a mess

-sunset avenue

Not having a good day at all today....broke down crying this morning coz thinking about stuff like Uni and what I want to do with my life.

Did a lot of soul searching. I feel kinda lost and definitely not my usual self. It was hard.

Made some choices today though. Will tell mum tonight. I'm either going to quit Uni or defer next year. It's really driven me into the ground, I'm not doing my best, I'm depressed and I can't cope. Uni just isn't for me. I just want to work and earn money.

At the moment a degree doesn't mean a whole lot to me. There are many different pathways in life and I choose to take a different one now. I'm going to see the councellor at Uni to see what my options are. I feel guilty as I know Uni is not for me and by quitting, it will save mum her money and me my mind and mental health. I don't care what anyone's opinion is, this decision is for me and none of you are me. None of you know what I am going through, its been a hell of a year specially after last year which was the worst year of my life.

Both my feet hurt internally now from walking around. I can barely walk now...stupid feet. Got the Pete Murray cd today, its quite good. Not one of my usual posts but too bad, that's life.

Keeks

Check these out if your bored:

http://hedonistica.com/media.php?path=/videos/kicked_in_the_nuts.wmv
http://www.subservientchicken.com/