Here's a coolo song that I am loving at the moment. It's a pretty positive song I guess and just reminds you that 'The Best Things In Life Are Free'.

Gone
by Switchfoot

She told him she'd rather fix her makeup
than try to fix what's going on
But the problem keeps on calling
even with the cell phone gone
She told him that she believes in living
bigger than she's living now
But her world keeps spinning backwards
and upside down

Don't say so long, and throw yourself wrong
Don't spin today away, cause today will soon be

Gone, like yesterday is gone,
Like history is gone
Just try to prove me wrong
And pretend like you're immortal

She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every day we borrow brings us
one step closer to the edge, infinity
Where's your treasure, where's your hope
if you get the world and lose your soul?
She pretends like she pretends like she's immortal

Don't say so long, you're not that far gone
This could be your big chance to make up
Today will soon be

Gone, like yesterday is gone
Like history is gone
The world keeps spinning on
You're going, going, gone
Like summer break is gone,
Like saturday is gone
Just try to prove me wrong
You pretend like you're immortal.

We are not infinite
We are not permanent
Nothing is immediate
We're so confident
In our accomplishments
Look at our decadence

Gone, like Frank Sinatra, like Elvis and his mom,
Like Al Pachino's cash, nothing lasts in this life
Gone, my high school dreams are gone,
my childhood sweets are gone
Life is a day that doesn't last for long.

Life is more than money, time was never money
Time was never cash, life is still more than girls.
Life is more than hundred dollar bills and roto-tom fills,
Life is more than fame and rock and roll and thrills,
All the riches of the kings end up in wills
We've got information in the information age but do
We know what life is outside of our convenient Lexus cages?
She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every moment that we borrow brings us closer
to the God who's not short of cash
Hey Bono, I'm glad you asked
Life is still worth living, life is more than what we are.

Do you know what you want from life?

I ask, do you? Tough question hey... It's late and I can't be bothered babbling, cause it will be a lot of babble in this state of mind. But I would appreciate some feedback, as I haven't gotten any for a while now :(

On another note: I'm going to have my hair in rags tomorrow so I can look like Shirley Temple.

Keeks

Tink! 

As promised...

Hahaha crazy KJ is back with some BITCHIN'!

I am sick of bras and undies and any other 'undergarments' that women have! Err! Imagine sorting, ordering, placing, fixing, sticking, hooking, making-look-pretty every type of bra and undie (oh and don't forget socks!) in a range of brands and colours, sorted by size and colour and type! Phew

Actually there is some nice underwear there...not to mention the little skanky G-Strings they have... :-S Tiny lil G-Strings with diamontes on the back bit, apparently you are meant to pull them up so high, that they are ABOVE your jeans or pants or skirt, so that the diamontes show! Scandal! Maybe its Paris Hilton's fault this craze has come through, for the little skanky sluts so they can be mini porn stars! :P

Last night I went to bed and hit my head...

Today I went to get the train to Uni. I thought I had the correct money (after scamming $4.20 off my brother) for a daily concession zone 1 & 2 ticket. Well I was stupefied to find that I was apparently 10 cents short. So I walk over to Dairy Bell and ask Kirra for 10 cents, and go back to the stupid Met Machine to have it now tell me I am 30 cents short! Outrage!!! Back again to Kirra and back again to Met Machine. I have now missed 2 trains and running late! I finally get to Uni 10mins late and walk into the lecture theatre :P

Since I am on the topic of Uni, I have just enrolled in my subjects and submitted my preferences for times. If I am lucky enough to get my first choices, I shall get Wednesdays and Fridays off! Yay! Timetabling was crazy :S Lucky they have a program that you can muck around with to do a sample one so you can work and see how it will fit in.

I saw 2 people get fined on the trains. Stupid idiots! Would you rather pay $5 or $100? (whatever it is) Hmm, yeah thought so!!!

I was also on the cool new train, with the groovy little push-the-button-to-open-the-door thing...cept I didn't get to push it :(

Ok enough rambling. I shall be off! Till next time peeps!

Keeks

This is your life...are you who you wanna be?

Well I was meant to write this a while ago when I had everything in my head at the time, and now I have forgotten some vital stuff...I'll see how I go remembering them.

Last post I wrote I was told was quite different to the other posts, I guess a bit more serious than the silly, random, crazy KJ! Well expect more of that...the serious stuff I mean. I guess this Blog thing is an outlet for whatever I choose to write whether its serious or silly, gets things out of my head and down in words.

Title of this post is from Switchfoot's song- This Is Your Life. Pretty good song..I love them. But the words ask a question that people should ask themselves. Are you happy with yourself? Do you think you could live your life differently? Are you growing up to be who you want to be or are you turning into something you're not?

I'm happy with who I am. I think everyone should. You shouldn't have to put on a facade to hide the real you. You can keep your secrets and dreams inside you, but the rest you should let the world know who you are and what you are about. I have fantastic friends, a loving family and a great life to live. If you don't know already I have always had a very strong positive outlook on life and I disregard people who don't appreciate their life. This strong positive outlook has been fuelled even more by the recent passing of my Dad. I wear two black bands on my wrist, one for my Dad and the other for my Uncle (Dad's little brother) who also passed away, early 2004.

Music plays a huge role in my life. Everyday I listen to it, whether it is the same cd I have listened to over and over again, something old or something new, anywhere, anytime. I need it daily and I listen to it without fail. The best time is at night, I lay in my bed with my discman, and the music helps me think about A LOT! Eventually it sends me off to sleep.

Well today is the day I had to make a huge choice, with regards to my future. I thought I had it all planned out- I was planning on deferring my Uni offer. I got offered my first preference of doing Marketing at Monash Caufield. I was pretty stoked! But before all that happened I didn't think I would get in and I thought if I did, I wanna take a year off and just work and save my money. I'd spoken to heaps of people about this option and they thought it was also a good idea. I mean, I have been at school for 14 years of my life, I need a break, a fresh mind and the motivation to keep going. Yet a phone call from mum today counteracted my aspirations. So thinking about Mum's words (and knowing from the past that I should listen to her, cause she always ends up being right!) I accepted my offer with the notion of knowing that I can defer later on depending how I go. I guess deep down I really wanted to go. But having two jobs is hard but the thought of Uni is exciting...despite from what I have heard. It is a different experience for everyone and you should trust yourself and your gut instinct and not base your decisions on other's bad/good experiences.

Well that said, I'm off on another whirlwind adventure! Gotta get myself organised, go to Smiggle to get lots of cool stationery, buy textbooks and drive myself crazy trying to balance study and two jobs...I think Dairy Bell will get the flick soon enough cause management there is screwed and they can go fuck themselves! LOL

OK I think I have said all I needed to say...maybe you'll cop a crazy post soon enough, cause being serious is quite draining after a while!

Have fun!

Keeks

me being silly as always! 

Me on Boxing Day at my Uncle's...after too many tequila slammers! :P

it's all in my head...i think about it over and over again...

Pasta is yum, specially after its heated up for lunch from dinner the previous night. Tastes awesome!

Got up at 2 today...lil slacker I am, but I was reading in bed so ner! And also thinking....I think too much and I know I am not alone when I say that. I truly hate it sometimes that I think too much...I mean why am I wasting my time thinking about petty things or thinking about other stuff and not getting any answers? It only brings up more questions which, later on, will be thought about again!

But I spose it is good in a way...it's comforting and sometimes I can answer my own questions by going through everything. I know it sounds silly but thinking about stuff can sometimes calm my mind. I can't tell you what I think about, mainly because there is so much and its kinda personal but if you ever got your hands on my diary...

I guess this lets you into my head a bit and what I think about. This blog is like a grain of sand at the beach of the things I think about...maybe that is a bit extreme! But you get the jist.

Yesterday I was doubting myself about who I am and telling my dear friend Illy. I was saying that since I know I am gullible and other people know I am gullible and I am stupid most of the time...why do they like me? She was shocked to hear this and told me straight away that people like/love you for who you are and not something your not, so don't change or stop being who you are. She also said that I am fun to be around and people are drawn to that, and that I am a smart girl and people know that too. I know she is right and I knew everything that she said deep down, but I guess I was just having an odd KJ moment.

Anyways enough of this talk...I'm having doubts about BB. As much as I would love to go on the show I don't think now is the right time. Too much going on my life. Maybe when I watch it this year (if I decide to; I might hate it again) then I will either be glad I didn't go on there because the housemates have to do some ridiculously outrageous challenge OR I will wish I was in there having fun and charming my way to $1 million! (haha Rich)

Well enough said. Might write later. Got my cousin's 21st tonight! Ciao

Keeks

Songs I'm loving at the moment are Dare You To Move by Switchfoot and Over And Over by Nelly and Tim McGraw.

random thoughts...

ok people I am going to apply for Big Brother....feel free to laugh right now

I am serious about this...even though my only favourite reality show is Survivor...I used to loathe BB, i have been in the house at Dreamworld and watched a bit of it last year. It doesn't sound that bad. Good experience actually, meet new people and let's people see what I am like 24/7 when they are not around to see me.

I also think I need therapy...

"Bowdy"

"Sand in my hair!! Argh Dave!" lol can't remember how many times Illy and I said that today! We went to Mornington beach today, on a lil road trip with Rich's older bro Dave.

Was pretty good too! Started off with Illy buying this awesome choc shake from Mentone...mmm yummy! Picked up Dave and off we went playing Destiny's Child (bagging Michelle) and Greenday while burning our butts on the black leather seats!

Finally picked a decent beach and bobbed away in the water for a while. This freaky looking dude was getting a bit too close for comfort and so good ol Davey asked him if he was alright hahaha the guy replied by saying yeah and asked Dave if he was alright. Hmm this guy had like a huge bloodshot eye and looked pretty dodgy...let's move away from him shall we!

We then got some awesome fish & chips! Flakey Jake's it was called...YUMBO! Stupid freakin flies though in the park...damn them. Then on our way back home, getting petrol and of course> the famous Heaven Lemon Gelato!!! :o)

Hung at Rich's house for a bit...the three of us lying in the sun, pointing out random things in the clouds that we made up. Lots of bagging to me and grape squishing into mouths! Eh it gets hard to put up with being so gullible...I wish I could turn it off...I seriously don't mean it. Told ya I've lost too many brain cells!

All in all a fun day! Got a tiny bit burnt but I wore sunscreen THIS TIME!! Have 2 lines under neck on my back from my bikini straps :-S It's still really hot too, I wish a storm would come, or cool change...love listening to the rain at night or having a cool breeze blow through my window.

Anyways gotta skoot! Ciao Ciao
Luv Keeks

me! 

Interesting...

Hehe something I thought I should share with you all that I read off a friend of Illy's Blog...

Is Hell exothermic or endothermic ?

The following is supposedly an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well.

Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)?

Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following:

First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving.

As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different Religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there is more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can project that all souls go to Hell.

With birth and death rates as they are, we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially. Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand proportionately as souls are added.

This gives two possibilities:

1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks loose.

2. If Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over.

So which is it?

If we accept the postulate given to me by Teresa during my Freshman year that, "it will be a cold day in Hell before I sleep with you, and take into account the fact that I slept with her last night, then number 2 must be true, and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic and has already frozen over. The corollary of this theory is that since Hell has frozen over, it follows that it is not accepting any more souls and is therefore, extinct...leaving only Heaven thereby proving the existence of a divine being which explains why, last night, Teresa kept shouting "Oh my God."

THIS STUDENT RECEIVED THE ONLY "A"

sunny days...

Well today was a good day! I walked from a friend's house to Mordialloc beach and back to another friends house! Fair walk...hmm about 7K i think! Lotsa fun and very good company...which I might add I got some good advice off! Thanx champ!

I had the bestest ice cream today as well! A Heaven Lemon Gelato hmmm soo yummy! I recommend them! My feet hurt too, I got drenched haha but sand is a good exfoliator :)

Love the beach...it's an awesome place...ask my friends and they will say I am obsessed! Hehe the beach is like my answer to everything...it's just good for your mind, body and soul I guess. Good to chill out and good to have fun and exercise!

Anyways I shall write about my adventures tomorrow! Ciao Peeps

Keeks

Me and Rich at my 19th 

Being force fed margaritas! 

Ness, Ilke and me at Taco Bill's on my 19th 

Bram and Dean being dicks hehe 

Bram and I at Sam and Lee's Wedding 

whoops

haha yeah as Illy said, lotsa funny things did happen last night! i admit i was a blanket hog, though i don't remember being one! yeah a certain boy did banish himself from his own bed which was hilarious except for the fact that he froze his ass off this morning :( poor thing....he'll learn next time!
mmm vodka shots next time too hehe how many we have? 3 i think it was....
eh i can't recall everything that happened...it'll just stay in all our heads with all the other memories! :) till next time...
Keeks

Spaz

ok it's official...i think i seriously have lost some brain cells....stupid alcohol and people hitting me on the head! grr i sent a message to the wrong person today haha that could have been bad cept for the fact it was a boring message! bleh

i've been too silly recently, but i guess....why not ey? its fun and people have fun watching me make a fool of myself hahaha i crack myself up sometimes....but eh it gets tiring sometimes and i hate myself for it too...bad KJ! hmmm i guess a lot has happened since last time i wrote here. i only started writing on here again coz my good friends showed me that they TOO had blogs! well one has one, the other isn't a good friend lol and the other good friend was the one that showed me! argh confusing

i had a nap before and it was good coz i don't take naps but i was listening to Destiny's Child's new album...music makes me fall asleep. i love it though, i need it daily :> hmm ok enough now i'm rambling :P maybe write another random day...

Keeks

>>I'm gonna apply for Big Brother! go me lol I'll win them over with my charm!